You should be strong. Covid affected a lot of us but you should never give up. My parents lost their jobs in the start of the pandemic and they never gave up and they persevered till they get a new job. You should too. This is a tough time we've all been through right now but giving up is not the solution. Many people almost gave up like you and with a little motivation and patience, they did it. We'll pray for you and your mom. You'll get through this. Fighting!