A Little Monsterrr

That feeling where people don't believe in you isn't new but is Among Us the reason that people have trust issues?

Thanks for 666 rep points

am i the only one who thinks these are bops?

OMG @KatieJudasGaga4's video is out since 10 mins ago hehehehe (don't mind me fangirling):

can't read my
can't read my
no he can't read my poker face

400 reactions left and @Delusional will be the member with the most reputation if Twitter's reputations did not move. Wow.

anyone mind opening this?
https://www.tomorrowtides.com/discordtobeshutdownby20222.html

all i ever wanted was love.....

PLS not @Bakugo mentioning me to do a "game" called Last to Post Wins  anyways, hru all today?

Happy birthday @ALICE! I hope you have a good birthday!

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Anyone have the link to Paparazzi MTV VMAs 2009 video? I'm looking for the one uploaded by MTV themselves. I couldn't find it, perhaps they removed the video?

I randomly made this qr code to easily access popa911 from my phone and it works lol (just want to share it here hehehe):

Omg I was noticed by a famous youtuber after I wished them a happy birthday omg I'm having a panic attack omg

According to the news, @little legend is planning to take revenge on me for being honest . Just saying it makes it sound pathetic nnnnn anyways, hope you enjoy that revenge!

I can't see me cry
Can't see me cry ever again
I can't see me cry
Can't see me cry this is the end

My biggest enemy is me pop a 911
My biggest enemy is me pop a 911
My biggest enemy is me ever since day one
Pop a 911 then pop another one

Turning up emotional faders
Keep repeating self hating phrases
I have heard enough of these voices
Almost like I have no choice
This is biological stasis
My mood's shifting too manic places
Wish I laughed and kept the good friendships
Watch life, here I go again

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I'm almost done with what I'm writing but it feels like it's missing something. 

I've been trying to finish what I'm writing but I couldn't bc it brings me back down memory lane... Oh how fast time goes by.

that feeling where you want to jam out to a song at 3 am was me 15 hours ago 

[A personal journal from 2018 (possibly a chapter on something I'm writing right now)]

While I was locked in my room, a sentence just came out of my head. "You have feelings. Snap out of it. Don't make your heart like a rock. Learn to accept it." I told myself. These tears busted and I can't help but feel miserable. My parents came to me and I always hear this ringing tune in my ear, It says something and all I hear is "It's your fault. You're useless" "Everything's your fault" "You're a mistake. Why are you my child?". Maybe they were right. Maybe I was useless and a mistake. I just have to accept it. I stayed silent for years and I endured many years of the same things being said to me and I finally said "It's all my fault. You don't have to repeat it. It's my fault. It's all my fault. I did nothing to prove my worth here. Are you happy now?". Because of me, my parents separated. Months have passed since they separated when my mom found my stepdad. My first impression of him was a nice guy. I guess he was the reason how I bonded with my mom again. I trusted him that I opened up a lot to him and never did I know that he took advantage of my vulnerability. He knew how weak I was mentally and emotionally. I guess he just knew that I wouldn't know it...

I didn't know everything's exhausting physically lol

That feeling where you feel fine mentally but you don't physically is just me rn and I- yes

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I know no one will care about what I'll say but....

I've been taking a bit of a break from here for a few days. I'm still here but not as often these past few days because the stress and stuff was building up and it leads me to have not that positive thoughts. I've been talking with my parents about school matters and it feels a bit better that they weren't mad about my grades because I've been failing school lately. Something just felt missing and I felt like coming back here because I fell in a dark place in my mind. I just want to thank everyone here for being so kind and accepting and I've been here for almost 2 months and it's been the best here. Until now, I don't feel happy still. I don't have the happiest thoughts right now. It will take me time to be happy because happiness takes effort. I don't feel comfortable opening up to anyone too much especially after what happened to me before. Ily all so much. 

....❤