This forum is very visible.
I wanted to apologize to you, but I felt so ashamed over what happened. I didn't know what to say. I didn't come over here on orders or doing what you think, but I can't talk about moderation either. I'm so sorry about that PM... I wish I did a better job to mediate... I thought we were making progress for a time, but I messed it up and it will haunt me.
This is awkward and I understand if you're upset with me after what happened.